Ok - this is it....
I"m through with the background information
tonight I'm just gonna settle for a good ol' breakdown....
Tonight I'm just gonna get down and dirty...
My husband left last Sunday - one week ago - for a work trip.
He will be gone for 3 straight weeks. (so still 2 weeks to go)
Wanna guess when the last time we had sex was?
Anyone?????
The Saturday A WEEK BEFORE the Sunday he left....
so all week and weekend before he left... NO SEX.
yes - that's right.
didn't feel the need to make love to his wife before he left.
not the night before, not the morning he was leaving.
NADA.
and it's not just that we didn't have sex
NOTHING.
Maybe a kiss goodnight - but no real good make outs either. NOTHING.
I just don't understand?????
This week was our 5 month anniversary since the wedding.
5 months.
and it's over?
REALLY?
Help me out someone........
is this normal?????/
because I'm struggling with feeling anything anymore.
And it's not like this is a new thing....
we didn't JUST stop having sex.
I feel like the day we got married, I suddenly became less attractive. not hot anymore. No longer desirable?
Am I crazy here?
Cause I'm FREAKING out and I just need to know if this is normal or not?
I just don't understand.
How can a man, in his RIGHT mind, be married to someone who WANTS to have sex.... NOT WANNA HAVE SEX???????? hardly EVER?????!!!!!!!!
Discovering some sort of harmonious arrangement of my life... with BRUTAL honesty!
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Showing posts with label newlywed. Show all posts
Showing posts with label newlywed. Show all posts
Saturday, January 22, 2011
NO newlywed bliss?
Labels:
marriage,
newlywed,
relationships,
sex,
wedding bliss
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
Introducing .... ME!
for those of you who have not met me...
I have another blog... Every Day in Gray
and I DO love blogging... and my other blog....
problem is (as often happens here)
My other blog attracted people I know... friends, family etc.
and although I LOVE them all to death - sometimes I feel the need to vent about my life WITHOUT having to FACE my life!
Does that make sense?
So here I am....
a year after starting my other blog.... starting ANOTHER BLOG
who would have thought?!!
but truth is - I NEEEEED you guys.
I need to vent
I need to listen
I want to help others
and I NEEEED advice from others sometimes
but with my husband reading my other blog... it makes it hard to be COMPLETELY honest about life and how I'm feeling sometimes...
so....
here I am
hoping to get back in touch with all those following my OTHER blog... and hoping to pick up some new followers.
who I NEED and who NEED me too!
HI
I'm Tammy
I left my full time job (of 7 years) 5 months ago
I started school full time (sonography) 4 months ago
I got MARRIED (for the first time) 4 months ago
I have a teenage son and it's been JUST me and him for 15 years
I am now a step mom to 2 girls (8 & 11)
My husband HAS been married before
My story in a nutshell.
Please come visit and follow and then come back again and again for the REAL story of me...
trying to find SOME kind of balance in my life.
I have another blog... Every Day in Gray
and I DO love blogging... and my other blog....
problem is (as often happens here)
My other blog attracted people I know... friends, family etc.
and although I LOVE them all to death - sometimes I feel the need to vent about my life WITHOUT having to FACE my life!
Does that make sense?
So here I am....
a year after starting my other blog.... starting ANOTHER BLOG
who would have thought?!!
but truth is - I NEEEEED you guys.
I need to vent
I need to listen
I want to help others
and I NEEEED advice from others sometimes
but with my husband reading my other blog... it makes it hard to be COMPLETELY honest about life and how I'm feeling sometimes...
so....
here I am
hoping to get back in touch with all those following my OTHER blog... and hoping to pick up some new followers.
who I NEED and who NEED me too!
HI
I'm Tammy
I left my full time job (of 7 years) 5 months ago
I started school full time (sonography) 4 months ago
I got MARRIED (for the first time) 4 months ago
I have a teenage son and it's been JUST me and him for 15 years
I am now a step mom to 2 girls (8 & 11)
My husband HAS been married before
My story in a nutshell.
Please come visit and follow and then come back again and again for the REAL story of me...
trying to find SOME kind of balance in my life.
Labels:
balance,
divorce,
equilibrium,
married,
mom,
my life,
newlywed,
parenting,
school,
sonography,
step-mom,
stress,
wife
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